my latest design :: geography of my life

i made it to the third round of the printed bolt REPEAT design competition. i’d be so honored and grateful if you’d vote for my design!
below is cross posted on the printed bolt

tammie bennett my life surface pattern

tammie bennett my life detail surface pattern design

this challenge was at once exciting and terrifying. the moment I read the details of the challenge, i had a few images come to mind. then as the days went by, i faced a little resistance and a little dilemma. resistance because it’s really hard to get personal and put your life out there for all to see. it’s hard to put the sum of who i am into a piece of art. the dilemma is an age-old one that i think every artist has come across at least once. a lot of the art that comes out of my head onto paper (or screen or fabric) tends to be youthful, bold, bright and unsophisticated. and herein lies the dilemma. i know the judges for this competition don’t have the same taste and design aesthetic as i do. i know that they probably won’t choose a fabric that looks like it could decorate a modern nursery. so do i try to make my art more in line with what the judges really like, or do i keep true to my vision? i decided to go with my vision for my main print. i figure if this challenge is about who we really are, then i have to go with my gut. i have to design the raw vision that i saw in my head the instant i read the challenge instructions.

the main print represents so much of my life. i know it looks like sunshine and rainbows (literally), and that is certainly not how my life has been – i’ve been through more than my fair share of dark and twisty times. but i do choose to live my life focusing on the good, so it made sense to focus on the good stuff for this challenge. the icons in the design may seem common, but each one represents things or people that are important to me. my family, my love of running, my love of the mountains, the sad moments i’ve survived, the sun and the trees — they are all in there.

tammie bennett surface pattern design life tracks
tammie bennett surface pattern design
the secondary print represents a huge part of who i am. i started running competitively when i was 9 years old, and continued to be competitive through most of my life. running is such a great metaphor for life, and tracks are a great way to represent running. we all go around and around in this world of ours. some days i move quickly, and some days i come across obstacles, but i try to always keep moving and pushing ahead. this design also reminds me of fingerprints, topography maps, and clouds. i love all of those images, and they all make sense in representing who i am. i am a dreamer who has made my way over hills and through valleys, and hopefully i’ve made a mark somewhere.

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reasons why you should buddy up.

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i used to be super competitive and driven and solitary.  you know, sort of like, “i am a rock, i am an island.”   as i’ve gotten older i’ve realized that it’s okay to ask for help.  and it’s okay (and normal) to struggle to get things done.  maybe due to the fact that i have 3 kids and multiple battles for sanity each day, but i don’t always have the energy to fight my own resistance.  sometimes my body is super tired and getting in a run seems impossible.  sometimes my brain is so fried i can’t even imagine picking up a pen or a paintbrush.

so i started asking for help.  i started setting up meetings with people to help me get things done.  i started running with other people and checking in with a facebook group of creatives.  here are some reasons why you might wanna buddy up too.

  • you help someone else that may need it
  • someone helps you when you need it
  • you can complain or vent about how hard something is while you are in the act of doing it with someone else….and before you know it, the hard part is done
  • you’ll enjoy it more when you share the experience with someone else
  • you’re more likely to do something if someone else is holding you accountable or depending on you
  • you both come out of it better in the end

do you have a buddy system in place?

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i’m totally loving . . .

i'm totally loving..

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her art is telling me something

kid's art
my mags painted this when she was 6 years old in a class of 8-10 year olds. she wasn’t intimidated and she was so free.
the freedom i see in her painting is so inspiring to me. i tend to paint really flat and clean and crisp. i would love to be more open and flowy and free, adding on layers and colors and just letting things happen on the canvas.

we have this hanging on our art wall and every single time i walk by it i think of breathing, letting go, being free and flowy.  thank you for that, mags.

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seven.

my mags turned seven recently.  if you’re a parent you probably know what i mean when i say it seems like she’s been with us forever and at the same time it seems like she just got here.


this is for you maggie, when you ask what you were like when you were little.

  • you spend at least an hour every day drawing.
  • you’re a very picky eater, but you love steak more than cookies.
  • you are amazingly (and abnormally) observant. the details on your drawings astound me and your dad.
  • you inspire me to be a gentler person.
  • you have a very funny, quirky sense of humor.
  • you have some great goofy dance moves.
  • your sense of style is adventurous and brave and i hope you don’t ever lose that.
  • since the day you were born, you’ve taught us about patience and you continue to help us learn patience every day.
  • you’re a super fast runner.
  • you’re incredibly smart and you love to read.
  • you love being the middle child.
  • just when we think we have you figured out you surprise us in a really great way.

happy birthday mags.  we love you.

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i can do anything for fifteen days… i’m pretty sure.

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i’ve read in a million places that having a daily ritual solves all kinds of problems. some people run every day, some people write or create art every day. some meditate or dance or sing. every day. in a picture perfect world i would do all of those. but in my real world, i do lots of things on lots of days but i don’t do anything every day. i did project 365 (photo a day) in 2011 and made it to august 17. also in 2011, i ran 72 days in a row.  i drank water instead of soda every day for a year.  when i’m in the midst of an everyday ritual my days are better. sometimes it’s really hard, but it’s worth it….

but here’s the problem. i have a little, teeny attention span. i want to do way too many things. i have so many totally different interests and i want to learn new stuff all the time. sometimes i panic that life is too dang short and i’m not going to have time to do it all.

i’ve been thinking that i could do things every day for a short period of time and then move on to doing something else every day. ever see morgan spurlock’s thirty days? i’m thinking 15 is more my speed.

so i’m going to do something every day for 15 days. and then i’ll move on to something else for 15 days. and so on. hopefully i’ll enjoy that thing so much that i’ll continue to do it, but without all the pressure of “every day.”

so my first 15 days?  body.  i have to take care of this old body of mine.  for the next 15 days i’m going to treat myself like i should.  i feel like i’m coming out of hibernation.  i’m heavier than i’ve ever been.  i’m paler and dryer and unhealthier.   i haven’t gone to get my checkups in over a year.  i haven’t gotten a mani/pedi since january.  (i’ve come to realize and accept that regular pedicures make me feel better and bring me a little jolt of happy every time i look down at my toes.)  i don’t always wash my face before bed.  i’m starting to look old.  i eat too much sugar and drink soda.

for the next 15 days i’m going to exercise every day (long runs if my body will let me).  i’m going to drink the water my body needs.  i’m going to cut out the soda.  i’m going to take care of my skin, schedule all kinds of dr and dentist appointments.  i’ll get a mani / pedi.  i’ll get more hours of sleep.  i’m going to eat more fruits and veggies.

how about you?  have anything you’d like to try doing for 15 days?  i’d love to hear it!

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